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Once a moments gone- its gone So think quick The tide will throw you down Should you wonder long Regret it- and you’re carried away Nothing to lose- or take Hurry then For this wave will come Which I’ve called pain Grab fast- hold tight Don’t let slip It’ll be alright- as long as your head is high Just above the tossing despair And should pain overtake Hold your breath Now WAIT ……………………………………… the light will find those who seek to surface whether illuminating inside- or out take the moment when there’s nothing else to take

Three wishes, the genie says Three wishes, are all you’ll receive Make it money, fame or fortune You could have it all Just wish and I’ll make it so Three wishes, you say? Well let me see… what do I desire most? First would be my mother The memory of her warmth haunts me still If truly I can wish for anything, genie It would be my dear departed mother’s embrace Second What could I wish for more Than my father’s laughing face So far away, so out of reach How’s longs it been since I last heard him speak Won’t you grant me his presence again? Third Is there really anything more to ask With just the

Bang The world washes away Bang My breath stills in my chest Bang She’s fallen to the floor Bang My screams follow him out the door If there were ever a battle worth fighting for It would be the battle for my family I’d bruise my knuckles for my brother Dirty my hands for my sister Dole out poison for my father Drink it, for my mother Bang My vision fades Bang My limbs grow cold Bang I kneel at her side Bang Hear his pickup rumbling away How I wish it were as simple as a fight To simply defeat another and I’ve won my prize But here and now there is not much to do Because my mother’s in the ground and my father

I hold her tight in my hands And all that comes to mind is "This is so precious" I look out upon these plains And only the thought of their beauty makes it's way to the surface I smell the scent of wind and grass And I know it is sweetest of any to ever happen upon I put his cheek against my lips And taste the dirt and sweat that is proof of hard work done I look up at this unforgiving sky And can only know that I am tiny only one in billions I hear the birds and trees whispering and singing sweet nothings I wrap my arms around him tight And feel how small he is "Will mommy be alright?" I cannot look into his eyes As I

Smile Smile Hide Hide Run Run Never let them show Jagged shapes Swirling patterns Tattoos of pain Stare me down Just don't see My scars I love Blinking squinting Smiles smiles Are all you'll see Because I work hard To fill up these hairline cracks Back up with pain Of another persuasion So never you'll see These scars I treasure Never you'll see Anything but smiles

My head hurts My body aches These leaden limbs Are hard to move The air pressure is crushing Breathtaking But I wish it would work faster Hurry hurry let's get this over with My clothes thrash around me Smacking against, bruising myself And I almost feel like smiling Because that's as it should be Everything against me No one should come near me Or my velocity will overtake And though I'm lonely I'd rather fall forever Than those that I love be unbalanced And so I go Letting everything loose I scream and I scream Where none shall hear Way up in the air Breaking through the barrier So I descend Deeper, deeper Must

Tearing my throat This beasts' claws Break my wind Shatter my sails From deep it goes Upward ascending Dragging screams with it Bringing wailing before it Scratching, scritching In my veins In my lungs Echoing throughout my soul Roaring Roaring Soaring Soaring These stormy seas I face An attic death I take As cellar birth I was unborn The beast it calls Suddenly gentle seeming As I row towards it Welcoming these screams out the cellar                            And wailing out the attic

And it feels So lonely my heart aches I claw at my chest Frenzied Trying to tear out this hurt And it feels So bad My eyesight blurs And I shut my eyes tight As if to fight the visions Of times past and times never been And it feels So cold I curl into A tiny pathetic ball A ball of throbbing pain And pulsing sorrow Sobbing And it feels As though there is nothing In this world to comfort me No one to lean on Not an ear to hear me Not a voice to soothe And it feels Like I'm blind Blinded by this pain I can't see anything But those moments when Everything was taken from me And it feels Like I'm crazy I see t